yeah i know..its been a while… unmotivated to…my apologies
was on the battlefield with double wisdom tooth (mind the word double…QTY = 2) and am now still recovering…i pray that i will be better….better….n recover sooner…i certainly dont wanna go for YA camp in this situation…i wanna dwell in Him and be revived again in this meeting with Him…and i certainly dont wanna miss all these due to the pain
Somehow i think i’m doing pretty well at the moment…resting and resting… Gosh…i sort of like…miss work? hmm..not sure though…i was a bit tensed last week that i wanted the break so much…yeah i went for Ivy’s wedding and missed the Bkt Tinggi Kickoff as well…i’m sure they must have had a great time there…even without me…life goes on for everyone…rite?
but i’m glad i was in Kluang the other day…the tea ceremony…yea for me its funny as my status is "aunty" and alex keep calling me that :S… i drank my first cuppa tea from my niece’s wedding :)…hehe…feels weird though…i mean…we grew up together….mxxxi together…sleep together…went shopping and buying the same clothes and wearing them together….gosh…those were the days….my childhood CNY that i always look forward to…and we always cry…when we had to part….even that day on her wedding…when we bid farewell…the hug just seems to hard to part…and tears filling our eyes….yes i do miss her…and alex, pls make sure you take good care of her or else you’re going to kena big time…from her aunt….congrats dear…
yea n also i went back to see our old house….the famliar roads uphill…the familiar backyard where mums n aunties always wash clothes there…the field…the front parking where its always full…oh…its rented to an orphanage now! Agape Shelter…i’m happy bout it..and i’m sure…grandpa…who is the kindest of all in this family that i knew…will be happy for this…(i wonder if i’m alike to him…)
slept thru the nite so i’m here blogging 8am…getting hungry and wanna get some rest again later…sleeping makes me feel good nowadays…not sure why do i feel so lethargic..i had a weird dream last nite…at the end of the dream i’m chewing some butter cookies…yumm….taste so nice…and i woke up chewing my gauze :(…. i wanna eat butter cookies…….