His beloved daughter..

recently i’m into friendster again…not to add new people but to view the photos of many old old frens…realized some of them got married dy (which i just found out), some came to KL (which i havent met them yet), some changed jobs, changed status, planning for greater stuff in life…

i suddenly miss the good old days…mind flowing back to uni days when i saw those pics…secondary & primary schooldays…cant seem to recall much of kindergarten…and it flowed back to now…2 yrs ago when i started my job here in dc…until today…gosh…25 full years of growing up (Opps…just disclosed my age~!)..

i guess all that i have gone thru made me who i am today…am thankful for every bit of it…what’s going on today…i normally only write thanksgiving messages on new years eve or birthday eve..hahah…nah….i’m just doing some self-reflecting and thinking recently…its good to do so once in a while…in the midst of busy-ness…so that you really get some time to yourself…

the past few months felt like a nightmare to me which i wouldnt want to dig it out off the shelf..ya just keep it there…right in that storage box…yes…and seal it please…yup that’s right..nicely packed…i haven’t realized how tired i was until i went to the recent trip and had some REAL rest…hehe..it was heaven…go check out my facebook photos

ya n btw it rained heavily today in KL and it was flooded! my poor little kelisa was caught in the basement parking with water rising up to half of the tyres…and i gotta walk in the dirty water and rescue my little white…proven…i couldnt walk ON water like He did…

thinking bout amanda & elaine…praying for you…*yawn* goodnite..

8th April 2008, the 3rd prince of the late Dato’ TCC, Mr Tony TCC, is called home to be with the Lord, leaving behind his beloved wife, daughter & son-in-law…

…The legend continues…

8th April 2008, she lost her 3rd son…when i got the news that morning, i suddenly remembered…9 years ago, 8th April 1999, she lost her 2nd son…it must be heart-breaking for this old lady to see her sons passing away…yet she looks so strong, so tough and i wonder, what makes this 94 year old lady such a tough one…i suddenly realized…there are tears in her watery eyes…and before i can have a 2nd blink, she’s crying…she’s tears all over…she can no longer ‘tahan’ i would say…my heart aches when i see her crying…and warm tears start rolling down my cheeks…

I can almost feel but not able yet to imagine how is it like to lose a son of your very own…it must be painful…but this amazing woman, really amazes me with her strength and the way she’s taking these.

It was a fine afternoon in the Sban Specialist Hosp, few days after her son was admitted. He was battling with kidney cancer for the past few months, April 7th is supposed to be his follow-up check in SG, after his last operation. However he couldnt wait until that long and started to have breathing difficulty and had to admit to ICU. When the mother visited him, the other sons were joking to the old lady and asked her to pray for the son to get well soon…And this mother, holding the hands of her son, told her only one thing, "I love you"…i can never hear a better prayer for a son like this. It touches my heart…wished i was there to witness this…

I believe those are words deep down from a loving mother. And i think i could understand how is it like to lose her son…This wonderful lady….is my grandma…I love you…

i’m roasted….roasted pig is what my so-called-lovely-housemates called me…*sob sob* well, don’t take my description for real,  see with your own eyes!! … however, i don’t really mind…hahaha…as i just got back from a relaxing getaway to paradise…:>

It was a great 4 days in the land of phiphi…gosh..i cant tell how nice is it…let the pictures tell later…but i wanna go somewhere similar soon…wished…i don’t have to come back to work..hehehe…

i particularly like the boat ride from phuket to phiphi..yeah that was where i got my sunburn….but it doesnt matter… i love the sea, the wind, the sun…the view of the islands around…i can’t seem to understand how can God be so creative and able to compose all this into one piece…how can He create all this in one blink and it’s all….beautiful… well to add on to the excitement for the trip there was this show that we were watching during the few days…it’s a chinese drama that talks about 2 different man, born on the same day, but with absolute different life…they all finally found the true love and happiness, no doubt there was much to go thru…yet…the ending part was simply wonderful…it says, God uses 7 days to create the world (which human was created on the 7th day)…and throughout life there would be many things happening…but if we know how to appreciate, everything can be beautiful…

i see the ending as something wonderful although one of the heroin died of cancer…just like many times things that we are unable to understand, unable to comprehend, unable to predict…and when those unhappy things happened, the whole picture can still be beautiful as it is…if we would live everyday as the last day of our life, and living it to our best and to the fullest.

That reminds me of a friend…wished i could tell her that life waits for no one…and i hope she would turn back…are you listening?