wanted to blog…but dont know what to say…1 hour plus to midnite…hungry…
come on..its just a new year tomoro…but why is there a sudden chill in me? as if i’m going to cross the Red Sea tomoro…hmm…
cheer up cheer up dear princess…. 
somehow, tonite feels better to bid farewell to 2007…the nite’s so quiet and i’m alone here…a bit hungry…i’m tired…neck still stiff n leg feels like a bit cramp…but i cant sleep…or rather, i want to make myself more tired so that i can sleep thru the nite without waking up…for the past few nites it has been so 
and i really dislike the feeling as i ended up being so tired and had to force myself back to sleep…
2007…has been a great year…many testimonies given for the past few weeks…He knows better than anyone else…what i’ve went thru…the mountain top and valley experiences…i thank God that He is with me…
I dont know about 2008 and sometimes so afraid to think of it…yet…according to prophet Wilfred CCC, it’ll be a good year…hahahaha….and i believe it will…
wouldnt have time to blog about bidding farewell to 2007 tomorrow…glad that J&Y is coming over…i wouldnt want to spend my new year eve at home wandering…or sleeping early…neither do i want to go out and jam pack with the crowd…
for 2008??
Whatever a man think in his heart, so is he…
what do i want for this new year? Is it going to come true if i say i want it? Hmm…i think it will, if i desired it, work for it, and put reality into my own hands…growing up requires many decisions, choices and life experiences that some i wish its there and some i wish it isnt…well, too bad, life isnt like computer systems, where you can delete, save or create as how you want it all the time…
but who knows? All things are possible!! Cheer up…
Blessed new year to everyone…with love..
i got a call from CH that day asking me….why do we celebrate christmas?? i told him, Christmas day is the birth of Jesus…It actually is…i’m not totally wrong…but there are some clarifications though…
Yes Christmas does mark the birth of Christ, but 25th Dec wasnt the original date. The reason 25th Dec is used as the day to remember Christ birth, is because many many years ago, there lived a Saint (believed as Santa Claus). He’s a devoted Christian and because of His love to God, he would go around and give gifts, help the poor and share the goodness of Jesus on this day. Every year he will do that and because of this act of giving, many accepted Jesus and this love from God. Hence, Christmas day is a day for Christ’s birthday, and also because of this love of Jesus, Christmas day is a day for us to remember the poor and needy, to give presents and show love, and to tell the world, the God loves you!!
I bought myself a new red dress for Christmas My first one…N i had a few presents this year which i really appreciate a lot and thanks to all who are thoughtful and care for me…As Christmas marks the birth of Christ, it also echoes the meaning of life. It reminds me that life is more than i, me and myself…more than what i want, what i like, what i desire, and what i long for…
"Seek first His kingdom and righteousness, and all shall be added unto you." As we put Him first in our lives, we begin to realize that things will fall into place…
May you experience this life-changing love in this warm Christmas …and let Him journey with you in the coming year…
Bad news…princess is sick…
It has been a week since i’m down with flu…its so hard to put up with the nose-dripping-like-tap and ahuk-ahuk-coughing at nite…not to mention those horrible body pain that i dislike the most!
being sick tickles the alarm in me that i’ve been careless about my relationship with Mr.Healthy, not taking care of his emotions, his welfare, and messing around with those bad stuff like Mr.Fry-food, Mr.SleepLate, Mr.Curry…etc…hmm…naughty princess…
what makes things worse, is the unawareness and no self-control of holding back myself in these wrong ‘relationships’ when the alarm is already ringing…More late-nite sleeps and tiring days even when i’m sick! gosh…no wonder it takes so long to recover…hahaha…
hmm..i’ve also heard of a remedy for sickness…love, TLC and get more ppl to sayang you…haha…if any of my naughty colleagues are reading this, for sure they will say that its due to "lack of sex"…sigh…knowing them…trust me they’l say that.
i have a better version of healing…1 Peter 2:24: By His stripes we are healed…don’t believe it? Read it for yourself in the world’s best selling book…The story of the ultimate healer…
And at this point of time…i really need this touch of healing…help me to recover…
gosh i’m so so tired today and will be stucked with music practice this whole nite…my eyes closing…very soon…hmm?…still got heartbeat…means i’m still alive! hahaha…
I’ll be missing Y for this entire camp as she’s dumped us and go be sisters for her friends wedding…i hoped that i anticipate this camp more than i do now..somehow..hmm..Ash you feel the same huh?
Will be a full-packed weekend till Tues but my session is tomorrow so hopefully i’ll get to relax the rest of the 3 days there.
Hmm..thinking about mum as well…that lovely lady who has grown thinner and darker over these years…suddently miss her a lot…
雨 不停落下来
花 怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人 欣赏悲哀
爱 只剩下无奈
我 一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块 就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何 Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 Say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
心 有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段 还在不在
紧紧相依的心如何 Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 Say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
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nice song…makes me think of a friend…guess i miss the friendship a lot…
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everyday’s a growing day…a changing day…and a learning day…am i too afraid of changes? am i too afraid of things i have to face as a grown up? am i too afraid of going thru the same trials over and over again? or am i too afraid that i will miss something that i didnt grab it on time?
hmm..silence..unsure？
But i’m thankful for one certain thing in the midst of all uncertainties…His love…His sovereignty..
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朋友。。只要你能愉快。。
