His beloved daughter..

just finished reading a few blogs from some friends close to my heart. The buzy life during my thesis n final exams have really blurred my vision and I’m so shocked to know that during that period some of my frens are hurting…

and till now only i know, thru reading their blog. Sorry i wasnt there for you guys…n sorry if I’ve (in any way) hurt you with words or anything..

Throughout these years many things have played an important part in growing me up. BGRelationship is one of them…

many people think that it’s time for me to get  a boyfriend and have a relationship. It’s not that I’m against it, or avoiding it. And not that i want it so badly either…it’s just that..i don’t want to simply bump into someone just for the sake of the need. Ya name it afraid, name it serious…i just couldnt bear to let myself falling into the pit again. Like i did..The pit was deep not only because I was hurt, the pit was deep, because I thought I could work things out with my strength, i thought i was able to make our relationship bud and flourish..but it’s not that way…

p/s: vampire, thanks for singing "after two days" while in the radio station n station 1. you did a really great job, the expression was full and made me feel the song a lot..hopefully this song has comforted you when u sang it.

Finally I’m here, settled in this place..with a lot of people busy whole day long, got myself used to squeezing like sardines every morning in the LRT and monorail, moving together with the swamp of bees to go for lunch…ow…that’s not too bad, this is where i work ~ Wisma UOA II. Well, I’m here for a week and a couple of days. I’ve been quite relaxed for now, as my boss and team is too busy for the month end thingy…so I get to relax myself here, slowly learning and catching up some stuff, getting to know my so-big-yet-behaving-like-small-boy colleagues…yeah they are harsh and rough at times, but oh..they can be real funny! And there’s my boss, the macho man…don’t get me wrong, he’s not huge, and he has a tag in front of his office saying "I may be small, but I’m the boss!" hahaha…..He’s a very nice man and i believe i’ll have a good time working here. Hey they are all my harvest field!

My leave was approved yesterday. Yeah!! I’l be going to Sibu, Sarawak this coming friday for Mission Trip. Haven’t prepare for the sharings…oh…Lord, i need to hear from you!! This is my 1st time going to mission trip, and 1st time boarding a plane ever since…primary? (the primary experience was one which i took a flight from Ipoh-KL!!! I can believe it…hey don’t play play…how many of you have tried that! hahahahahaha………….)

Til then, my prayers goes to Lina Joy as all eyes are on her case. Our God of righteousness shall have the final say. His will be done…amen.

Am i worrying too much? i’l be starting work in 33 hours time..am i too nervous or what? You better walk by my side, i couldnt go on without You. I am just so-not-prepared for this, facing them all by myself..i need You, You, You….

Back in ipoh now to enjoy my holidays…have been having holiday for too long!! the seriousness is until i cant wear some of my pants…hmm..thank God i’m starting work next monday.

My company Datacraft Asia, is an IT solution company, and i’m placed under sales division doing business analyst and admin. Position: Sales Administrator. I was pretty much concerned that they will ask me to do sales. Thank God NO! Well…will get to know about the business of IT and also the industry, learn to quote for solutions and have to learn about the solutions and softwares as well..hmm…hope there’s a lot to learn there. Looking forward and excited..

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OH..i miss UKM life n NT a lot..NT is having intro nite soon.,.hope i can make it to go back n watch them perform. I will be having convocation on 12-17 aug, not sure which day yet. hope to go back soon..to watch them practice and get prepared…

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30june-5july going Sibu, Sarawak for a mission trip. Very excited and preparing myself spiritually for it! Seeking God’s blessings and wisdom, also for His guidance and opportunity to learn from the trip.

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was chatting with a junior earlier..he scored well in last semester’s exam..so well that he himself couldnt believe it. really God’s blessing! I was helping him out with his public speaking and he got an A for that subject..i dont think i have done anything in particular but i think he really did want to try his best for this subject, and he scored well! all the way man!

I was away from KL’s hectic traffic to JB last sat.

On saturday after church service, Esther, Sharon, Dickson, Jacob n I took a bus to Skudai. The bus was rather slow, and it took us around 4 hours to reach. It’s already past 2am when we reach skudai. Yap came n fetch us and we headed straight to ABC mamak store near jacob’s house to meet with Uncle Leong, Caleb n Eric. We had our drink, where actually everybody was tired enough to go to bed. So we headed home, to Yap’s house for the night, where dickson stays with jacob.

SUN

We woke up at 7 plus to reach Hebron church at 8am. We were on duty that week for the worhsip team. Most of them were not in, they went to KL for the Boys’ brigade event. We had a wonderful sermon on the Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. then we headed lunch at "Da San Yuan". Thanks to Eric for the treat. Due to insufficient sleep…we went home to have out noon naps..We woke up around 7pm, wash up, and went for steamboat opposite church.

MON

Started off with break-unch (my version of breakfast+lunch, i just simply dont use the word "brunch") in Neway Karaoke. The food wasnt really fantastic but we had a great time there. After that we had a whole day of shopping at City Square and Pelangi Mall. We then visited iStudio (Ian’s office). the guys had their discussion about the wedding fair, and we watched the video recording of an event that they organized (Terimee Slimming event feat. Charmaine Seh) It was a real funny one, not to mention our dear Yap who came out with loads of jokes, which really made us all so tired laughing!! hahaha…We then had dinner with Ian at "Da Ma Market", met daniel’s parents and their relatives too. After dinner, we went to Danga Bay, a very nice place indeed. They wanted to go to the funfair, I didnt really like going to funfair, without knowing that actually Esther, Sharon and Jacob also not intending to go…hahaha…so we separate into 2 groups, we went for a drink and listening to a band playing, while the others were enjoying themselves in the funfair. I got to see where Singapore is, though not a close sight, but the view was great. A very nice place….

TUES

Sharon went back to Muar, we prayed for her before she leaves and pray for her mum’s recovery from ear disease as well. A rainy morning, we had breakfast (noodles with abalone and pork) with Jacob’s mum. We then went to Jusco at Taman Universiti to shop for bags, purses..and then went back to Yap’s house. As jacob is busy with his work and yap helping to fetch his mum, we stayed back at home, resting, sleeping, watching dickson playing games and online…we had a great time watching the horrible version of "Final COuntdown", and with Esther entertaining us with the "She bang" song…hahaha………dinner was at around 9pm in a food court. After that, we went to jacob’s house, and later supper with Ian at a Dim Sum shop.

WED

Rise and shine for our journey back to KL. it was a great few days that we had in JB, having to know about the places and visiting Hebron. Hope to come back some other time. Glad that we could spend more time with each other, esther, dickson…and also our mrs.Boss-to-be - Yap.

Thanks for all your wonderful hospitality and all the treats from Jacob, Yap, Eric and Ian. We thank you and bless you!