Graduated…So?
Sunday, May 28th, 2006Finally..graduated…got my degree, finished all assignments, thesis, no more exams, no more rushing for 8am classes…so? arghh..i really missed those days.
Currently looking for a job, really hard to get a job nowadays…I was just sharing during our prayer meeting that I felt that i am not prepared for working life. I struggled thru uncertainties of the future…Ya probably i’m afraid of getting a job that is not asitable, or…well i can sum up that its the emotional stir in me that makes me feel scared of this major transition in life.
Was talking to one of my good frens. Made me realized i have been worrying too much..what he said was true, we are afraid of changes most of the time cos we are afraid that we will lose something. i feel that sometimes these changes are good for us, to help us check on ourselves, are we holding something too tight that we are unable or unwilling to loosen the grip? I have nothing when i came to this world, and all i have today is God alone, all i can depend on..nothing belongs to me..so what am i afraid of losing?
Its a time to test my faith as well…
